I did not know what the future held of marvel or surprise for me. [n] Anger and bitterness had preyed upon me continually for weeks and a deep languor had succeeded this passionate struggle.

至于我的未来究竟会出现什么样的奇迹，我茫然不知。几个星期来，愤怒和怨恨一直折磨着我。这种激烈的感情争斗之后则是一种极度的疲惫。

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