The feeling likes you were netted by the sun. Maybe it is poetic feeling. I though if I could apply the mysterious feeling on my painting and add the flavor. I though many methods.

你被阳光网住的感觉，可能现在说起来有点诗意的感觉，光这种神秘感，我当时想如果能够运用到画面上，增加画面的这种气息就可以了，所以想了很多办法做这件事情。

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Maybe you feel a little weak and are conscious of a certain aversion to handling the usual everyday interchanges - a feeling as if you were coming down with flu.

可能你感到有些虚弱，意识里对于处理日常的人际互动有些厌倦，好像患了流感一样。

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