By eight, I was so frustrated and desperate to sleep that I hit my head against the wall in the middle of the night; if I couldn't fall asleep, I thought, I'd knock myself out.

八岁的时候，我因为不能入眠而绝望至极，在半夜里用头去撞墙，心想如果再睡不着，就把自己撞死算了。

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There had been a fresh fall of snow the night before, and the fences and trees stood out black against it.

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