现在我发现自己活在一个生不如死的世界，一个没有我容身之处的世界。

Now wI find myself in a world which for me is worse than death. A world in which there is no place for me.

youdao

曾经如此形影不离，现在却已物是人非，这感觉教人生不如死。

Someone who was once so close to you is now gone, and that can almost feel like a death sometimes.

youdao

夫人走的时候我说：“老婆，你终于能躺下了。”那一个月躺都躺不下，生不如死。“我现在为你高兴，你能躺下了。”

Lady walk when I say: "wife, you can finally lie down." That lay lay more than a month, were dead. "I'm happy for you, you can lie down."

youdao