因为事先根本对叶利钦的演讲没有收到提前预警，而且他是在我之后做的演讲，我感到震惊和愤怒，因为我不知道是什么让他突然扔出这颗“炸弹”，而且我也没有机会做出任何反应。

Since I had no advance warning about Yeltsin's speech, and he spoke after I did, I was stunned and angry, because I didn't know what had set him off and because I had no opportunity to respond.

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当他知道在他离开时，我曾经感到被伤害和背叛，他感到非常的震惊。

So it surprised him enormously to learn that I had felt hurt and betrayed when he left.

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“好，我现在就有。”他感到震惊和伤心。

"Well, I have now," he said, shocked and offended.

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And yet, the shock and surprise that faces, that overcomes him when he actually has to face his mortality, strongly suggests that he's reporting correctly.

但是他发现自己面临死亡时,震惊和意外,还是会扑面而来，这一事实强烈地显示。

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