情久笑更久，美梦在你心中留！

Smile more time passes, a dream in your heart to stay!

youdao

所以，我强迫自己笑，坐下来与别人聊天，但是没过久，不好的念头又出现了，所以我赶紧跑到楼上去，又一次打开CD机，这已经是今晚的第三次了。

So I plaster on a smiling face and sit down to meaningless chatter, but not for long. Dark thoughts rush back to consciousness; I run upstairs to check the CD player for the third time.

youdao