因为在高一升高二那一年，曾志夏对自己没有自信，压力过大，于是向学校申请休学。

When he was moving up from the first to the second year of senior high school Zeng Zhixia lost confidence in himself, and, under extreme pressure, applied for a suspension of schooling.

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记不清都是在它的哪些角落里了，我一连几小时专心致志刁碗关于死的事，也以同样的耐心和方式想过我为什么要出升。

I don't remember which corners of the park I was in then. For several hours in a row, I was totally absorbed in thinking about death, and just as patiently, I pondered why I had to be born.

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