我根本不确定，而且我在将这种不确定性看做是兴奋、乐趣，不让我的“控制狂人”的一面执迷于控制和确定性。

I'm not really sure, and I'm trying to embrace that uncertainty as exciting and fun, instead of letting my control-freak side become obsessed with certainty and control.

youdao

我根本不确定，而且我在将这种不确定性看做是兴奋、乐趣，不让我的“控制狂人”的一面执迷于控制和确定性。

I'm not really sure, and I'm trying to embrace that uncertainty as exciting and fun, instead of letting my control-freak side become obsessed with certainty and control.

youdao