在我想像中，神是拘谨的，近乎冷漠的。

I imagine God to be rather formal, almost standoffish.

youdao

音乐曾经很长一段时间使我的神。同样的，我也近乎绝望地努力学习着，因为我内心恐惧。

And in the same way I studied desperately, for I was dread in my heart.

youdao

音乐曾经很长一段时间使我的神。同样的，我也近乎绝望地努力学习着，因为我内心恐惧。

And in the same way I studied desperately, for I was dread in my heart.

youdao