但我现在没有选择，只能往前走，因为他们都在看着我，这时回头就意味着要爬回山上，承受双倍的耻辱。

I was walking into it without choice now, because they were watching me, and to turn back would have meant climbing up the hill, a double humiliation.

youdao

但我现在没有选择，只能往前走，因为他们都在看着我，这时回头就意味着要爬回山上，承受双倍的耻辱。

I was walking into it without choice now, because they were watching me, and to turn back would have meant climbing up the hill, a double humiliation.

youdao